I just did a show N. Carolina, and had my wallet stolen so basically it was a promo show. Super surprisingly , I did not freak out. I think even the service desk was a bit amazed. I say that to say this, I've read that people with mental illness have a shorter life expectancy than people without it. Im older than my wife and I obviously think about me passing before her. I don't understand why today I hadn't took my medicine (and i still have't ) and loosing 800 dollars didn't make me flip out. When I get falsely accused of cheating I actually loose it. Why !? I have no idea. It makes me think, how is this stress affecting my brain. Am I getting wiser and learning to let material things go or Will I blow up later randomly reacting to this situation. One of the main reasons, I want to help people with mental illness is because it saddens me to know that we might have to go early. For example, a person with depression has smaller chances of working out, and other healthy practices because of their symptoms. It's hard when one part of your brain is crying to exercise but is overpowered by the bigger part that says your useless so why try. You have to experience the symptom to truly understand how it feels. I can read about France all day , but if I've never been, I' m not going to try to explain how France is.
I'm going to be trained by the the U.S. Department of Health and human services on the new Obama care plan and how to teach people how to apply. In addition to that I am going to focus on promoting holistic health practices. Today, it's what made me say , "oh well 899 dollars gone, but I have my passport and can make it back home. My baby is in good health and on the way. I'm alive and in good health. Plus , the fact that I just came back from my 3 rd time iN Carolina and did 2 shows !! Look at the POSITIVE not the negative . "