I feel so accomplished yet feel myself fighting a lot of anger. I'm actually stuck on where to start writing. I'll try to be organized.
Well for starters, I've been on this whole tegrotal thing for about maybe 2 weeks, and I don't really like the fact that it makes me drowsy. NO , wait I HATE THAT IT MAKES ME DROWSY.
Anyways,
I just completed my first State NAMI Connection training in Dallas, and I feel so proud of myself. It made me realize that I have the power to teach people. It is a huge blessing. I was given so many compliments of how good a teacher I am. Compliments are such valuable validations for me. It's those actual words that hit one's ears that make me feel like I really don't just have an ego. I love helping NAMI. Mostly because it is one of the safest and nicest environments people could ever be in. I even had a participant tell me she would love and thinks I would be an amazing trainer for the WRAP program. Sometimes I feel like no one wants to listen what I have to say about recovery and lifestyle changes, but here it feels like people really do feel I know what I'm talking about. The feeling is beyond something I can write.
When I came home from the NAMI training , it was really a surprise to find a very special email that helped me get back on track. DAMN THIS TEGROTAL MAKES ME NOT WANT TO WRITE SHIT !!! :(
What I was trying to say is that, lately, I've been somewhat getting off track with my eating habits due to stress. For about 6-7 months I had been following a eating plan by Kimberly Snyder titled Beauty Detox Solution, and it made me loose a lot of weight as well as feel and look way better. The stress had me returning to nit picking fried foods, red meats, and a lot of sweets that I had completely left alone. When I got home, I had got an email from her stating that she would like to publish my story in her blog. WOW ! This is coming from a NY Times #1 Best seller. It reminded me that I had already transitioned and that it really isn't easy for a lot of people. It reminded me how much I had accomplished, and when I read the story I wrote that actually got me recognized, I noticed that I was having so much fun. I totally snapped out of it because of that letter. So what I'm trying to say is that I had got depressed because of life, started to eat wack again, and now I'm back on my BDS. All because of an email. Recogniztion. I think I just found a new blog to write about that makes sense.
Well for starters, I've been on this whole tegrotal thing for about maybe 2 weeks, and I don't really like the fact that it makes me drowsy. NO , wait I HATE THAT IT MAKES ME DROWSY.
Anyways,
I just completed my first State NAMI Connection training in Dallas, and I feel so proud of myself. It made me realize that I have the power to teach people. It is a huge blessing. I was given so many compliments of how good a teacher I am. Compliments are such valuable validations for me. It's those actual words that hit one's ears that make me feel like I really don't just have an ego. I love helping NAMI. Mostly because it is one of the safest and nicest environments people could ever be in. I even had a participant tell me she would love and thinks I would be an amazing trainer for the WRAP program. Sometimes I feel like no one wants to listen what I have to say about recovery and lifestyle changes, but here it feels like people really do feel I know what I'm talking about. The feeling is beyond something I can write.
When I came home from the NAMI training , it was really a surprise to find a very special email that helped me get back on track. DAMN THIS TEGROTAL MAKES ME NOT WANT TO WRITE SHIT !!! :(
What I was trying to say is that, lately, I've been somewhat getting off track with my eating habits due to stress. For about 6-7 months I had been following a eating plan by Kimberly Snyder titled Beauty Detox Solution, and it made me loose a lot of weight as well as feel and look way better. The stress had me returning to nit picking fried foods, red meats, and a lot of sweets that I had completely left alone. When I got home, I had got an email from her stating that she would like to publish my story in her blog. WOW ! This is coming from a NY Times #1 Best seller. It reminded me that I had already transitioned and that it really isn't easy for a lot of people. It reminded me how much I had accomplished, and when I read the story I wrote that actually got me recognized, I noticed that I was having so much fun. I totally snapped out of it because of that letter. So what I'm trying to say is that I had got depressed because of life, started to eat wack again, and now I'm back on my BDS. All because of an email. Recogniztion. I think I just found a new blog to write about that makes sense.